There's nothing colder
Than facing up
To a lack of control
These sterile hands
Won't ever take
The deeper pains away
What happens within
Rots the wild machines of time
And I can't help but dream
Of returning to what once was mine
Why can't I see
What comes next while
Waiting on my
Heart's arrest and
If I grow old
What does that mean
Is it too late
Too be born clean
But outside these walls and windows
The weather's closing in
And I can't bear to take these steps
With my form so weak
And paper thin
Why can't I see the end point
Cos I don't know if I've even
Woken up
But these reflections
Hide your face and
My fragile heart can't
Find its space
If we lived forever
Would things change
Or are we too lost
To take the blame